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Why We Love Performing Classical Music

Why We Love Performing Classical Music

I am an amateur pianist, and I love performing classical music. Reflecting on my willingness to follow the score written by the composers, I found it bizarre: I follow the score to such an extreme extent that I am willing to take the risk of ruining a public performance. Sometimes, the instructions on the score ask something that seems to be unnecessary for producing a certain acoustic effect; the same acoustic effect can be easily achieved by a different and much easier approach. Still, I strictly follow the score. I am not alone. The pianist Malcolm Bilson once discussed how to play the opening of Beethoven’s Piano Sonata No. 32 in C minor, op. 111, which has a very dangerous leap in the left hand that can be played much more easily with two hands. Bilson thinks pianists should play it only with the left hand: I say go out on the stage and be plenty nervous because it’s dangerous, and because that’s what Beethoven wrote. He wrote something that is potentially dangerous, and you …

Are You Performing Your Life or Truly Living It?

Are You Performing Your Life or Truly Living It?

Camouflage. You wear it to hide, to be able to do something in secret, to escape detection but get some job done. Right? It’s an interesting thing to wonder about in a psychological context. Camouflage is everywhere Stop and think about who and why people wear camouflage in daily life. Hunters want to fade into the woods. Soldiers need to stay protected and hidden from the enemy. Thieves wear dark clothes to blend into the night. And then, there’s the whole animal world to consider. Over millions of years, animals had a greater chance of survival if their outer skin helped them escape detection. Or blend into whatever surface they were on. Stick insects look like real sticks of wood. Deer disappear into the landscape. Fish turn different colors, given how shallowly or deeply they’re swimming. I could go on and on. The camouflage of performance But what’s the camouflage of performance? It’s when—for protection from pain or fear, discrimination, or abuse—you don’t or can’t let others see those feelings. It’s not safe for you …