What Makes You Love Doing Philosophy?
Whenever I meet someone who has been studying philosophy much longer than I have, I always ask the same question: How has your love for philosophy changed over time? What motivates you to continue your philosophical work? I want to reflect on my journey in understanding my relationship with philosophy—a journey of love and hate. After starting my Ph.D. program, these questions became my primary focus—especially after I lost my interest in philosophy and wanted to rekindle it. It felt incredibly absurd to me: I had just landed a (sort of) dream job after a year of preparation and moved to a new country to pursue my career, yet I had lost my appetite and motivation to work. How could this be? I was desperate to reignite my love for philosophy. So, my life in the graduate program became a journey to find motivation. For a long time, I had an almost obsessive affection for philosophy. I’m not sure how exactly this passion started, but ever since my teenage years, I believed I had to …